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| Who am I, to judge you the way I did, to take the actions I took, to butt into your affairs as if I had any interest in it?
But then again, who are you to assume what I think? If you thought that way, couldn't you have talked to me about it? In fact, talked to all of us? No you didn't. At the spur of the moment you thought you had everything figured out, had everything thought out, and judged us yourself. After all that we did for you, all that we wanted to do for you, you decided we were asses, and decided to hang out with him and them. Well done, champ, now you can go figure out how to handle your own shit. Goodness knows why I spent a week of my life thinking about your shitty problems and trying to find ways and people who could do something about it. But since you have your new friends, good luck to you.
I did what we thought was right. We had plenty of good reasons. Stop being a child and hide; if you've got a clear conscience, why don't you come tell me?
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| K it's teh new year now so lemme attempt this blog thing again. I guess I stopped posting because the thoughts just come and go through too fast in my head for me to pen anything down, unless I actually draft them down on paper or on my handphone or something. Go die la think I so free? No, time is to be spent without meaning or reason. But I make an exception.
I wanted to write this post on New Year's but I decided I wanted to show off my procrastination skills. Watchnight service was good in my opinion, it was good for me, at least. There weren't any write-down-this-year's-resolution-and-forget-it-in-two-minutes'-time sessions, but there reflection sessions. The first, how we've listened to God the past year, and how we gonna keep on doing it, and if possible, better, this year; next was how we've been involved in God's work, and how we can improve it within the next 366 days; finally....... something, wait. AH yes, spending time with God, the past and the future. And then prayer it was, for and with the person next to you. Good stuff la.
Its 0349 hrs and I'm lazy, so I'm going to stop now.
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| Honestly, how do those people do it? How do they pretend to be something they're not? How do they act as if they're happy when in fact they feel like killing themselves or someone else? I tried doing it for a few hours and I almost died, but some can go on for what,forever? How can you talk to a person as if you're best friends but behind the person's back you talk bad about the person as if he/she's the last person you want to talk to? Can't have the best of both worlds you know.
"Say goodbye,to the world you thought you lived in..." Mika-Any other world
Sometimes what we think may not be what is. What we really want to believe is true is not. There will be a time when our comfy little world will be invaded by nasty rumours, gossips, taunts etc. But sometimes they are facts. Badly presented maybe, but nontheless true. Maybe we should at least try to think through and see if there's something we can pick up from. Maybe we shouldn't immediately have negative feelings towards the people who said those things to us, maybe we shouldn't immediately shut them off. I don't think we have the capability to have opinions just so that we could keep it to ourselves, that's just so ridiculouc it's cute. It's hard, going a layer deeper, thinking about what was said and not so much about that person. Try it.
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| I'd like to update this place, but since there are people reading I don't think I can blog much anymoe,not that I did in the first place anyway. But somehow I don't feel free to post stuff anymore, especially now I'm a committee member, the things I post cannot be lewd la, can't be vulgar la, cannot be blunt la, must make whole happy or "close down my blog la". Pffft,might as well post about nonsense like half the blogs la.
Blah, who cares bout the world.
See? Meaningless post
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| I was feeling abit the down/empty/hollow/moody today but I couldn't figure out why,so I couldn't fix it rationally like I normally try to with most things. So I asked my friend to entertain me and I got this site called www.bash.org. Below 'tis some of the stuff found on the site,enjoy :D <Cthon98> hey, if you type in your pw, it will show as stars
<Cthon98> ********* see!
<AzureDiamond> hunter2
<AzureDiamond> doesnt look like stars to me
<Cthon98> <AzureDiamond> *******
<Cthon98> thats what I see
<AzureDiamond> oh, really?
<Cthon98> Absolutely
<AzureDiamond> you can go hunter2 my hunter2-ing hunter2
<AzureDiamond> haha, does that look funny to you?
<Cthon98> lol, yes. See, when YOU type hunter2, it shows to us as *******
<AzureDiamond> thats neat, I didnt know IRC did that
<Cthon98> yep, no matter how many times you type hunter2, it will show to us as *******
<AzureDiamond> awesome!
<AzureDiamond> wait, how do you know my pw?
<Cthon98> er, I just copy pasted YOUR ******'s and it appears to YOU as hunter2 cause its your pw
<AzureDiamond> oh, ok. <i8b4uUnderground> d-_-b
<BonyNoMore> how u make that inverted b?
<BonyNoMore> wait
<BonyNoMore> never mind <NES> lol
<NES> I download something from Napster
<NES> And the same guy I downloaded it from starts downloading it from me when I'm done
<NES> I message him and say "What are you doing? I just got that from you"
<NES> "getting my song back " *** Now talking in #christian
-Word_of_God- Welcome Abstruse to #christian I am a Bible Bot. For more info type: /msg Word_of_God !info
<Abstruse> !kjv numbers 22:21
<Word_of_God> Numbers 22:21 -- And Balaam rose up in the morning, and saddled his ass, and went with the princes of Moab. - (KJV)
*** SageRider sets mode: +b *!*@c211-30-208-111.rivrw3.nsw.optusnet.com.au
*** Word_of_God was kicked from #christian by SageRider (Please dont Swear)
<Abstruse> I know I'm never going to be able to come back in this channel again after this, but damn was it worth it to see that... <Th3No0b> Im going to be the next hitler
<Th3No0b> Im going to kill all the jews and 1 clown
<RageAgainsttheAmish> why the clown
<Th3No0b> See? no one cares about the jews
<RageAgainsttheAmish> lmao <Insomniak`> Stupid Google
<Insomniak`> "The" is a common word, and was not included in your search
<Insomniak`> "Who" is a common word, and was not included in your search | | |
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